This coming exam reminds me a lot of SPM, maybe even worse. I have slightly less than 2 weeks with 5 more modules to cover and 3 years of exam papers to deal with.

I finally understood why studying in IC is difficult. Only 1 examination with 13 modules in it. Number of modules comparable with SPM but is of much higher difficulty. GREAT! Passing would not be a problem but getting distinction is tough. Im not exactly a high achiever but its knowledge.. I have been studying everyday since beginning of April and my performance seems to drop day by day. MAN I NEED A BREAK!! well sadly it is not possible as i usually spend my free time chatting =(

After exams, is a presentation on the water and wastewater treatment design project. Speaking of it, the french guy in the group is just too laidback and wouldnt do a thing. The project would have been screwed if we're to depend on him so it means - more work for me! RAWR
I wonder what is he gonna present cause I aint giving him shit. Die you! I did all the work.

Anyways, back to books

Sometimes I wonder, am I the only one like this?

Constantly worrying about the simplest things but I guess it is just my nature, always being very inquisitive. Learning is a life-long process and it applies to everyone. Some may think its only for the smart people but I beg to differ. I believe we have the chance everyday to learn something new, be it in the form of experience, soft skills, and general knowledge to book facts. Therefore, we are in a way improving, enriching ourselves as life progresses. Yes, even for people who do bad deeds if they only realise, they would know better than anyone else -what it feels to be in that kind of shithole. Oh well, some people never do.

What I’m trying to say is that, take the initiative to learn. You may say there are some things which you are not required to know but what is wrong with knowing? You will be surprised sometimes the unimportant things you know may be of help someday. You will learn to understand why some things work in such way so better use can be made of out of it. This may sound overly mature but it is not. Having fun during teenage life is important and I couldn’t disagree but it doesn’t mean you neglect important matters or deal with them at the very last minute.

There are people who can manage things like that but in general, not all unless you don’t care what the outcome is. Again, personal gain is of interest here.

What I have said are my own personal opinions and different individuals have theirs so let mine be as it is.

Current favourite song: ここにいるよ -SoulJa ft Thelma Aoyama

While i was searching for this certain song on youtube, i happened to clicked on an piano version of it. The guy performing Theishter, was simply amazing and hours passed as i was browsing, listening to the songs he played on his piano. Despite the way he plays, his interpretation and expression is captivating. Then it strucked me..
Me too, used to play the piano but i gave up when i was grade 4 at the age of 12 . I wonder what would it be like to be able to play so well.. to be able express through music.. but i was lazy and couldnt be bothered back then.

I've learned quite a few things but master of none sadly. There are still few things i wanna learn, do, be good and perfect at it but the motivation just dies off.. same applies to this current blog. Even though my previous blogs usually dont last for longer than 1 post, there are other reasons behind the existence of this particular one. It is for a certain someone to at least try to put thoughts into words.

Back to where i left. I guess we humans are just greedy arent we? I wanna be good at a musical instrument, good(GREAT) in skating, good in gaming, good grades, good social life and good relationship. Yeah its hell of a long list and being a perfectionist(i am to a certain extend) just takes too much time, too much effort as i mind every single detail. Life is short and we have limited time, assuming there is time allocation for day dreaming and idling XD
We cant be perfect in everything... as no one is afterall.

Heres thepiano version of the song which is currently stucked on head. Dango Daikazoku by Chata. Psst! Try doing something else and listen =]